elgac's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A plant might be growing I have a fear of relationships but I am feeling a tiny seed germinating inside me, trying to find light. I can't decide if I want kill this plant or allow it to grow and such. I want someone to love and cherish but really only when that is comfortable for me, not them. So all in all it's about me and not them. I keep this in mind when the desire to merge pops up. I was thinking last night how nice it used to be to share my bed with another person. Really share and give back not just after a fuck and you know their going to leave soon/next morning. I'm thinking out the kind where you wake up and moan sweetly and coo at them and I like to get up and make pancakes with a side of scrambled eggs and cheese. Blah is what I have to say to these feelings. 2:03 p.m. - 2006-02-08 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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