elgac's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Terms I hung out with Jen yesterday. I skipped running, due to a head ache I had. We hung out relatively well. We sat on my balcony, ate chicken, chips and salsa, with beer. I spoke of my wild ways and how that's going. She told me stories of domesticity and all that has insued. Noah, the child she is helping to raise has become a central focus in her mind. I enjoyed the happiness in her eyes as she spoke her family. That's what it is, she has made a little family. Something I haven't had an interest in. My home life with the parentals was good and now it's wonderful. My parents have for the most part become close friends. For Jen, she I feel has always been searching for a feeling of home. Her art work has spoken of that for so long. And for most of the time that I have known her she projected this idea onto me. I was to be her home. But the problem with me is that I'm selfish and and haven't a true interest in carrying anybody. I just as of recient figured this last declaritive statement out. I thought Ehhhhahha I feel gidding just thinking about my freedom. 9:19 a.m. - 2005-10-18 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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