elgac's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I did have my heart broken I'm hungry, when I took lunch I wasn't really hungry so I had an orange, banana, and a cup of organic yogurt. But here I am now stuck in my store surounded by candy and chips. Damn it. I feel o.k. not even but going in a good direction. I want to know where I stand with Wes. But what do I want? I want an easy going open thing. A thing I fear calling it anything more descriptive. My whole comfort level is thrown off by this crush. My passions have seems to distract me since they began. For example my first boyfriend David Caswell Henderson, instead of doing bible study, my homework, or a job on at Wednesday nights I wanted to make out. I was really into making out. It got so bad he complained,"All you seem want to do is make out." God whats wrong with some heavy making out every chance you get? We faught every chance there was, I think it got us all hot and heavy for the making out. Well the wheel turned a bit more and he had enough of it. So he broke up with me one sunday night during a song and in front of one of his best friends, Brian. My heart was broken.(I lied Jen I have had my heart broken at 14) Yes I now remember it was torn up. But the rejection didn't last. This is a theme that has been playing it self over and over. One drop is brought up by a high. Over under over under. Just wait and things will change. For what that is the excitement of life. 2:27 p.m. - 2005-04-12 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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