elgac's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Boy?Girl? What do I want? Boy who is afraid of me, as he should be. Thinks I am extremely intelligent. (gives me that feeling I should say) Makes me want him more. Will end badly if started most likely. Girl who thinks I'm hot, as everyone should. Most likely wants a relationship. Could go either way at Sex with the boy is ok but drunkin. What I can't seem to rap my mind around is the thrill I get with the boy and how cool for the most part I am with the girl. I have been chalking it up to that I haven't been dating boys for so long was....five years. And women have been around and in my life closely during those five years. So I crave what I haven't had perhaps. I get stupid in my head when I think about this boy. What the fuck?! But the lady is new so I will give it time. I have started to think about her a bit. I just don't know. 1:21 p.m. - 2005-09-01 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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