elgac's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- sadness cloud is here again I have a feeling of emptiness. Sadness cloud is hanging very low over my head. I miss Jen I wish she would talk to me. I understand why she isn't, that doesn't make it any easier. I am an asshole of great proportion. With all the pissiness there is great joy and support. I used to feel that it was an even playing field. Now I ponder perhaps it's way more fucked than I perviously asertained. There is great feeling of worthlessness staining my mind. My brain is the reason for this anguish. Melody called to see if I am going to the Moon Gazers meeting tonight at 12am. I said yes but I really just want to hide my head in the perverbial sand. Maybe I'll get good energy from the gathering. 4:03 p.m. - 2005-06-22 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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