elgac's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I'm letting it out There is a certain level of responsiblity you owe someone when you date them. You keep the peace because you have to consider the other persons emotions. Not that a friend does not but I have always felt more open with friends in this respect than lovers. Lovers have a whole other side of me that the friends can not understand. But when it comes to not being judged I need that from my friends. In friendship there is more room to be free and say what you wish.You are open to being freewheeling with the emotions and just observed instead of judged. I care but now I am very selfish there is not any hiding in this statement, just painful bluntness. I have spent years wondering how my emotions are going to effect my lovers. I am sick and tired of curtailing me. So there is a lot of dirty nasty pissy crap coming up. I need to exist in this place to excume these feelings. No more hindering. 7:56 a.m. - 2005-04-07 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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