elgac's Diaryland Diary

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Depth of subject in direct conflict of control over reaction.

Searching for answers from places my mind hasn't been. Trying to create an environment to which the quests for knowledge can prosper.

I have faith in my loves and force of will. I will it and it shall come to past. The power of thought. You can cure cancer with positive energy just as you can die from it, drowning in negativity.

I believe in my love for you.
You are a part of me.
Just as I am a part you.
The bounderies we once used no longer can survive in current conditions. Before we are swept away from each other and lost, please come and try to make a raft with me.

What is happending now doesn't have to kill what is.
I know that what I ask is huge.
I will try to get over it if you no longer want my friendship. But I am living my life by what I want now. No longer am I taking into account what I owe another emotionally. I am a refugee searching her heart and finding what the true motivations are behind my actions and desires.

8:18 a.m. - 2005-03-24

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